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Saturday, June 04, 2005
Screeching to a halt.
1. I hate feeling out of control.
2. I need to learn how to be more cryptic.
3. I am awfully and deliberately wilful (mm, my current favourite word to describe myself) so everybody should stop wasting their time with me!
I remember once, you randomly scribbled on a piece of paper and showed it to me, telling me that your brain was in the same state: a big, chaotic mess. I laughed then, and thought you were so endearingly silly, but promptly forgot about it after that.
Last night, when I was wallowing in my self-inflicted misery - that vision flashed into my mind for a split second - and suddenly, I know exactly how you felt.
All around us the world is changing - but there're some things in the world that will never, ever change. Despite being burnt before, some of us eagerly troop back towards situations brimming with danger and uncertainty, seeking out the fire that both intrigues yet repels at the same time.
She watches the flames lick at her fingers / Shadows flickering sensuously - in and out of her vision / That roaring sound which fills her ears / A smile, a burn, a tear / She picks up the pieces of her life, and walks on.